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some songs, they make you feel like crying, make you feel instantly sad without needing any memory to trigger that sadness.

the song i'm listening to now is one of them.
so, i'm sitting here in the middle of the airport on the brink of emo-dom 
and i didn't even need to know what the lyrics meant before feeling this way.

hahaha sheesh kebabs yet it's so beautiful i can't stop listening to it!

 

I think if I ever had a chance to see the northern or even southern lights.. my heart would so skip a beat, do a somersault, backflip, triple hop and repeat that sequence for at least a week after seeing it. 

wiki explains the frequency of its occurrences but I don't quite get what the 11 year sunspot cycle is or what "the months around the equinoxes" are. Maybe I should just camp at Alaska or the North Pole cos it says its a common occurrence at the Poles. 

I was watching Are You Smarter Than a Fifth Grader when they asked the dude what Aurora Borealis was.. so I looked it up and ohmy! Thought such pretty things only existed in the cartoons like Brother Bear. 

MAN I just want to fly to Alaska now and sit around waiting for it. 

( ADVENTURES OF THE MAE YAN WHEN SHE'S STRESSED OUT )

Imagine the worst things you think about yourself. Now, how would you feel if the one person that you trusted the most in the world not only thinks them too, but actually uses them as reasons not to be with you.

WHAT'S HAPPENING?


what if. nothing happens. 

I walked a gabillion million miles today, in heels. Felt like just lying down and rolling myself to the super far destination, but it was too rocky and uneven to do so, plus the super excessive numerous staircases deemed it impossible to travel by rolling. 

This thingum I'm now involved in, provides me with good, sharp, much-needed reminders of how blessed I am and not to judge people so quickly but have more compassion to think twice about their backgrounds first. I think somewhere along the way I forgot to think with my heart. 

Honestly speaking, I am not such a big fan of F1. I much rather watch a live soccer/rugby/netball/whatever sport match. I don't see a point in seeing colourful cars zoom past me and deafening me in the process. Especially when I don't know any of the drivers and even if I did I can't see any of their faces. I much rather get the cheap thrill from playing Daytona or speeding on the highway. I like cars but these cars just look like toy cars overplastered with colourful stickers. I wonder how people learn to drive like that and get chosen for the teams. 

All in all, I Still wish I had watched a movie after that. haha sigh!

 

   Omega stressed out (essay's due at 5pm and I have a whole load of crap to do before next week)
+ scolding from mum about my fb status (it would be funny to me on other days, maybe. but today i'm highly strung, time-pressed and i think this is Riddick dot com)
+ MEGA HUNGRY STATE
= not a good time to irritate me.

My friend was trying to whisper to me a very vulgar sounding website in class just now. it was (toot)yeahleightonmeester.tumblr.com. hahaha despite it's horrigible name it gave me access to a ton of leighton meester photos and mymymy was it a productive stalking session. 

GG season 3 has started and the first episode was a great start to a new chapter!
Chucky Bass looks like he has become a reformed man. 

studying and library just don't do it for me! thankfully my laptop battery is running out so i'll be forced to read my lit book. 
RECESS WEEK is here btw but it's not much of a break considering work is still due and the week after is going to blow my brains out with essays and tests. 

( so very curious to know,  )

Got into an accident today, for the first time since I passed 2 years ago.
Scared the shit out of me.

I should be feeling more thankful I'm alive.
But that's not what I'm feeling. 

I do assure you, Sir, that I have no pretension whatever to that kind of elegance which consists in tormenting a respectable man. I would rather be paid the compliment of being believed sincere. I thank you again and again for the honour you have done me in your proposals, but to accept them is absolutely impossible. My feelings in every respect forbid it. Can I speak plainer? Do not consider me now as an elegant female, intending to plague you, but as a rational creature, speaking the truth from her heart.

- Elizabeth Bennet


LOVE THE BOOK (: 

I screamed my two loudest screams in my life on Sunday. hahhaha stupid funny scary times.

I am quite excited about the thingum I'm attending tonight!

It's been awhile since I've used the f-language.. it's not vulgar at all it's just a stupid way of speaking English.

Thank God for speaking to me during YMLC.
Thank God for my Mum.
Thank God for my dad, even when he gets crazy.
Thank God for my sis and her own family.. it's been a year! whoa.
Thank God for my past, present and future! 

CAN'T WAIT FOR GOSSIP GIRL. NEW MOON. EVERY OTHER NICE MOVIE. WOOTS.

( obligations jubilations secret associations )